I noticed I haven't written since last Tuesday. I believe that was my turning point. I began to read my bible at random times, when I wasn't doing anything, just sitting around bored, I actually went to my room and picked up my bible and read it. I began to pray a lot more too and talk about God a lot more too. Here's a list of things done during the past week too:
- Wednesday: Went to the hospital, left early went job hunting with Wendy. Had the senior orientation.
- Thursday: Didn't go to hospital, went to GOODY's to pick up khaki pants, talked to Josh on the phone
- Friday: Went to the hospital. Hung out with Gabe for the first time in a long time.
- Saturday: Went to the commissary&wal-mart, made "Melon Pan", Wendy's birthday and I hung out with Gabe again=]
- Sunday: Went to church, it was amazing
 , Josh worked, watched Pearl Harbor with mom&Glen
- Monday: hungout with Josh&Miss Ceecee, Miss Ceecee let me drive to her house
- Tuesday: Went to the hospital, saw a seasection, Miss Sharon's last day
 , talked to my family in Cali.
And that leaves off to today. I went to the hospital again, there wasn't really much to do, not many cases and I chose not to do IV's. For some reason all morning I was a little "depressed" I guess if that's even the right term? My soul just felt so down and saddened by something. I didn't figure out til later of what it could be.
Miss Sharon left without saying good-bye, I'd rather have skipped out on that seasection to atleast say good-bye to her  .. but Fiona and I went to the PX to get her a card&gift and we got a card for the O.R staff=]... and last night I had a dream that someone was telling me that Mama Lourdes wasn't doing so good that's why she didn't answer my call when I called her last night. I don't know if that's true or not, I'm scared to find out. Also with that speech I have to give tomorrow, I'm so nervous about it! I'm not good with being and talking in front of people. But I practiced a couple times so I think I got it. I have a couple hours in the morning to get it right too.
Things to pray about tonight=] :
- Miss Ceecee for her pain & to sleep good tonight for her drive to Savannah tomorrow
- Josh to continue to do good and sleep well tonight
- My parents to sleep good tonight, for them to look to God, and for them to quit smoking
- My dad to be more loving with everyone, and to look up to God
- Mama Lourdes' recovery
- Jessica's family now.. 2more on the way
- For me to do good on my speech
- For me to sleep good and to wake up to praise the Lord even more=]
Goodnight=] |
