One WIERD Roller Coaster Ride!!!

So many times in my life I have went threw obstocals and felt down but this is what I have done and you should to....

Growing in faith

It has seemed for a while now that I have been wanting to grow in my faith with God. During the week of VBS at my church I was in class time and I fellt like I needed to grow more in my faith, expecaly Wensday when my teacher was talking about Salvation. Each day I walked out onto the church bus to head home at 8:30 and fellt like I needed to grow more. I thought about it each day and prayed about it as well, and in the end I defitnaly fellt that I was called to be doing this and I did just that.

I havent been reading the Bible as much as I should or praying for people outside my family and freinds and I know that I needed to be doing that, so part of the calling I fellt from God was to read his word more and to pray for people outside of my family and freinds I see all the time more. To help me do that and remimbir I decide to keep a prayer journal and a Bible reading entry in my daily things to do book. Since then I have felt stronger in my faith and my relatonship with God and that makes me so happy. If any of you need prayer just either PM me or post here on any entry and I will be glad to add you to my prayer book to be prayed for.

I just allso wanted to thank every one of you for beeing such amazing people to know and freinds as well....you all have changed my life since I first came here and I love you all....thanks for that and God Bless

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Haha, I love it when my mom tells me that... and its good now becuse it is kinda thunderstorming.

Headache!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life

Things I learned this summer

I posted this on my facebook, but also wanted to post it here since allot if not all of you arent friends on my facebook. Even though there are some who are just for the people I went to school with there are some that are for anyone

1. The Bye Bye Birdie play went very good and Im still really proud of everyone becuse of their hard work

2. Philly trip was the best even though I did sleep SO much on the bus!

3. Barack Obama Waved to the choir as he walked down the train staton steps.

4. It was my last ever choir concert as a high school student and it was realy hard to do it!

5. Even though its all over music will stay in my life forever and 6 years with Mrs.C and 1 year with Mrs.A I whould not be the same without them!

6. Choir is my LIFE pretty much.

7. I am a high school gradate.

8. I have had the BEST techers and freinds since Pre-K untill now and I love them all. These past 14 years whould not be the same if I didnt have them with me.

9. Fellowship of Christain Athletes changed me SO much in the 3 years I will in it for. It helped me grow in my faith and each Friday I couldnt wiat to get to FCA and see the amazeng peopel in the club and just ready for a awesome lesson by one of the members or Mr.Brown or Mr.Taylor. I love that club SO much and hope to come and viset some.

9. The youth carowinds trip was fun even though that ment staying outside the gates for 1 1/2 hours becuse they lost our tickets.

10. NRCC Girls Art Camp was AMAZING and I am using my flash drive every day pretty much to update my art work and games made.

11. Whatching Belle Heath constructon is actualy pretty fun...I can spend hours whatching them work

12. It is SO much quiter arond my place when RU(college) students are gone!

13. Rides on the church bus to go to vacaton Bible schoool are amazing and fun.

14. My preacher showed his fun side during VBS and bus rides home were the BEST..."I think we should drive the bus threw walmart right down to the cooler section and get popsicals and eat them right in the aile" and other stuff like that.

15. VBS is fun true, but it is allso serious during classtime, which actually made me cry during Winsday night when the teacher was talking about salvaton and when kids got saved that made me tear up as well.

16. The person I had as a teacher for the past 2 years is not only a grate teacher, but a amazing man and an even more amazing freind.

17. I have found out who my true freinds are, the ones who will stand by your side no matter what, give you a sholder to cry on, lean on you when times are tough, listen to you no matter what you need, offer advice, stand by you while times are tough, ride the same rollar coaster ride with you even if they arent going through the same stuff you are, and just there to birghten up your day and make you smile. I have had freinds who have backstabed me and that hurt so much but knowing that I have about 110 AMAZING people in the class of'08(so pretty much my whole gradating class) and so many of you all on here makes me happy and raises me up SO much. Just like the song "You Raise Me Up", you all raise me up and so does the Lord and savoir

18. I have grown SO much in my faith this summer and closer to God as well.

19. I love my singing voice, after 7 years of not being sure of it....its not the best but what I have is defitnaly a gift from God.

20. I loved my 14 years in school and am very gratefull for what I have lerned and for all my teachers, freinds, family, staff and most importently God for geting me threw Pre-K-12 grade

Way to long

I havent been on here in a long time, or even AY for that mater. Allot has been going on in my life as most of you know and I am conteneng to ride along with the ups and downs of my life even if the road if long and even if I want to turn back, but I dont even though life has been a strugel for me. My health has its ups and downs but with daily medecene its starting to get more under control but still has its crazy days. I pray daily just thanking God for another day that I have and for all that I do have....Him, my family, freinds(even you all!), house and other stuff that SO many peopel take for grantid.

I preformid my last ever high school choir consirt in April and that is one of the HARDEST things that I have EVER had to do in the 7 years I was in choir for, and posibly even my 18 years of life. I just LOVE singing and I fell as that is one of my callings from God to do. Even tho its all over as a high school choir student, I want to try and find another choir arond here for me to join, maybe even my church choir. Choir has changid my life in SO many ways that I dont know where I whould be today without it.

May 30th was my BIG day! I gradatid high school with my class of 110 students, and my class rank was 80 of 110 which I think was amazing! I sang for the LAST TIME with the choir and the gradaton song we sang made me cry, maybe the fact singing for the last 3-4 minites of my high school life with amazing choir people I have known for 6-7 years(senoirs) and maybe the fact that I didnt want to leve my choir teacher or even the school made me cry. My name was called, I walked acros that stage outside on my beutiful high school feild and got it! MY DIPLAMA! Even tho it wasnt a reglar diplamna it was still MY big day and for 14 yrs of school(pre-k and kind) I worked TOO hard for me to worry about not geting a relgar diplama, nobody was going to reun MY big day!

2 months later and it is still hard to releze that I am a 08 high school grad and I will never high to walk down those halls as a student agan. Part of me is happ becuse I fianly made it when I was told SO many times by docters that I whouldnt but I did and proved them wrong and part of me is sad....Friday night football games, choir concerts, choir trips, school plays, teachers are all in the past and thats SO hard for me!

Now, my parents are thinking about moveing in th next year or so if they can get the money they want for our house and I DO NOT want to move!!!!! I cant handel all of this at one time, but all I can do is pray about it and if God wants us to move, then we will move, its all in his hands and I will take what ever he wants us to do.

PRAISE!!!!

I LOVE GOD!! I WANT OTHERS TO LOVE GOD TOO!!

my friend Jordan was beside me and we were playing a game....suddenly people see her arm and they freakout...they say she's a pyco and other things....she clings to me and we runaway....i sat for the entire period out and away from them just talking to her..

She lost her best friend this past summer and it hurt her very badly...i found out she was just like me....i lost my sister and brother....i hurt all the time...she has depression adn so do i...

i spent the entire time telling her about the great love God has and how He pulled me up from lower than my lowest low and lifted me high above everything that was not of God....i still hurt...but i have an inner peace that you can only obtain by going to God....

God doesnt want us to hurt...we're His children...no parent wants to see their child hurt....God just wants to make it all better and when you accept Christ into your heart you will NEVER regret it! NEVER!!!

I love God and i kno its been 5 months 3 weeks and 5 days...since i accepted Christ into my heart...(yea i keep track!) and people probably think i'm just a babby in Christ...I am...but i have a new understanding of things and that Happens when you get saved...and just because i'm young doesnt mean that i'm too young(1 Timothy 4:12) and i dont understand...i DO UNDERSTAND! I LOVE GOD! SO WHAT ELSE MATTERS?!?!?!

I just want to help others come to know GOd..i could tell that God was working on Jordan's heart and i only pray that she lets Him have control just like i have...she won't regret it...

One WIERD Roller Coaster Ride!!!

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